A Night at the CEO Sleepout: Embracing Vulnerability & Confronting Fear
As the sun set on the bustling city of Adelaide, I prepared myself for an experience that would take me out of my comfort zone and into the harsh realities faced by many: the CEO Sleepout. As I walked into Adelaide oval, my stomach churning and my thoughts racing about what lay ahead. Organised to raise awareness and funds for homelessness, this event was more than just spending a night outside; it was about understanding and empathising with those who have no choice but to endure these conditions every day.
The air grew colder as the night progressed. The biting wind cut through the layers of clothing I had on, and I quickly realized how unprepared I was for the relentless evening ahead. Vulnerability wrapped around me like a second skin, the cold seeping into my bones and reminding me of the stark difference between my usual life and this one night.
As I lay on the bare concrete of Adelaid oval, with only a thin layer of cardboard underneath me, the uncertainty of food gnawed at me. The insecurity of knowing what my next meal would be was stripped away. Each rumble of my stomach echoed the harsh reality for many who face this uncertainty daily. It wasn’t just about hunger; it was about the mental strain of not knowing if or when relief would come.
The city lights, which usually brought a sense of wonder and excitement, now felt invasive and harsh. They pierced the darkness, making it difficult to find rest. Alongside the lights came the noise—the never-ending hum of traffic, the distant sirens, the night life and the occasional voices. Each sound heightened my anxiety, making it impossible to relax or feel safe.
Trust became a significant issue as the night wore on. Every rustle, every shadow seemed threatening. In this vulnerable state, trust was a rare commodity, replaced by a heightened sense of alertness and fear. It struck me how this constant state of distrust must wear down those who experience it every night, eroding their sense of security and stability.
But perhaps the most profound challenge was confronting the fear about the future and the sickening thought that one day this could be me, every night. As I lay there, anxious and unsettled, I couldn’t help but think about the countless individuals who face this uncertainty not just for a night, but indefinitely. The fear of not knowing what tomorrow holds, the constant battle for survival, and the struggle to maintain hope in the face of such adversity were overwhelming. The judgement that the homeless community endure and the never-ending questions of” why are they homeless” “what do they do with their money”
This one night in the CEO Sleepout was a powerful reminder of the resilience required to endure homelessness. It opened my eyes to the everyday battles fought by those without a home. The experience was a humbling one, instilling a deeper sense of empathy and a renewed commitment to support and advocate for those in need. As I returned to my warm bed the following morning, the lessons of the night lingered and the incessant pain in my back from the cold concrete, driving home the importance of addressing homelessness with compassion, understanding, and action.
In closing, I would like to extend my heartfelt gratitude to all generous donors. Your unwavering support and contributions are the lifeblood of our mission, enabling us to continue making a significant impact in the lives of those we serve. Your belief in our cause inspires me to strive for excellence and innovation in all that we do. Together, we are building a brighter future and fostering a community of care and compassion. Thank you for your invaluable partnership and commitment.
- Alyson Rogers, CEO
